Bad apples!

Why do bad apples fuck it up for the rest of us? My job doesn’t take a lot of brains to do but people who are so lazy so worthless that they have to make us employees who do work and do their job fucking do check lists of fucking 2 yr old shit. I do my job and I do with respect. Make the ass holes who don’t want to work for their pay to fucking get out. When their jobless and realize I should have done something to keep my job they will finally get a fucking clue about others!

Is it me?

What did I do wrong? Was it applying to the library in the first place? Was it not finishing college? Or is it I’m to nice or not nice enough? I am almost 38 I am tired of cleaning shiters and cleaning who knows what from who knows who. I am feel I am starting to have a nervous breakdown. 
I need to stop this feeling now.

Stress

One is stressed by many things. One is family another is money another work another is media shoving shit in our face so we are afraid to walk out of our homes.
But for me it’s all. The choices i have made in my past have lead to my now. Most where ok choices. Others where huge mistakes.
I can’t turn back time but i can focus on my future. I really need to finish collage so i can do more than clean shit.

Baseball

The smell of fresh cut grass. The fans sitting in their seats cheering on their favorite team. Coaches giving signals. 9 players vs. 1 player. The crack or ting if the bat. This is the first sport I fell in love with since i was 3. I played many years and many positions. If I was in shape I would still play today. But I still love going to the games. I don’t care if it is kids playing a pick up game or if the pros have a challenging series. I will watch and where my glove to catch the fouls.
Baseball is by far my favorite sport.

Nantucket

Their once was a man from Nantucket. Who usually mops with a bucket. I come to work and set ups are wrong so i hit my head with a big ringing bong. I check the rest and find it never the best. So all i can say is fuck it!

Disc Golf

It starts with the drive to the course . The enjoyment of how will I throw today? My mind leaves the reality of my general responsibilities. No kids, no wife, above all else no work! I get to the course the heart begins to race a little. I get out and stretch and meet with friends to join. If i’m alone this day then I start toward the first tee box. I look around and see, is it a busy day on course or is it a day of no rush just toss a few discs and go at my pace?
I listen and throw a few blades of grass and see which direction the wind is coming from. Is it a hard wind or a gentle breeze a head wind, cross wind, or tail wind?
I then look toward the position of the basket. Does it hyzer (fade) or anhyzer (turn). I look in my bag and grab the appropriate disc. It looks as if it is a slight dog leg left with a gentle wind coming from right to left. I grab an over stable disc. ( one that fades sharply at end of throw). I also must decide if I throw back hand or side arm? I generally throw side arm. And this time is no deferent. I step to the tee box look down the fairway and notice their is a low ceiling. (Low hanging branches). So I must throw a little harder and lower so I can get the rotation and length I want for a low score. I start to step forward, reach back as far as I can, tilt the dis up so I get a nice S curve in mid air. (Goes to the left then fades to the right). I hear the snap of my finger. What a perfect throw I think instantly. CRACK!!! I hit the low hanging branch. Instead of going 200ft to 250ft. It goes 65ft. Ugh!!! I approach disc and then look at basket and grab my mid driver/ mid range disc. My Buzzz. This disc saves me quite a bit. I grasp it and decide to go for it instead of a lay up. I throw back hand with this disc so I reach across my body and snap the disc out of my hand. It flies straight at the basket. It keeps going closer and closer. I see it going right at the basket. I’m about to get excited that i’m going to hit a long birdie (1 under par). As i’m about to jump in joy it fades to the left missing by 2ft. I walk up to disc grab my putter and toss it in basket. A par on a 3 stroke hole. I smile and go to the next tee box. I continue throwing the next few holes the same. Sometimes even getting a boggie (a stroke over par) on some of baskets. But on one basket and it verys. The snap and drive is perfect. The approach shot is perfect and I hear one of my most favorite sounds in the world. CHING!!!! I just hit a 100+ ft approach. I just hit a birdie or eagle (2 under par). And that is what makes disc golf so much fun for me. That one awesome shot and sound. I then finish the course (18 holes) and head home. I think about how great I felt when I hit that one long shot.
So with all of the drama good or bad in my life. I just need to think of that one shot.
Get that feeling in me with goose bumps and my heart racing. And just walk away from the trouble.
I would love to have that feeling all of the time.

Top 10 Discs I use for Disc Golf

Driver

Gateway – Spirit 170-175g

Discraft – Nuke and Nuke OS 170-175g esp and Z plastic

Latitude 64 – XXX and Halo 170-175g Gold plastic

Mid range

Discraft – Buzzz and Buzzz SS 165-170g Z plastic

Putter

Innova – Pig - 175g R-pro plastic

Discraft – APX (soft) 175g X line plastic

Discraft – Zone 170g D line plastic